Wednesday, January 28, 2009
this year's new year is really so different... i dunno if it's the same for u... maybe u enjoyed it.. i dunno.. to me it's juz not the same.. u know wat.. when i went to my dad's side, they were askin for u.. i was thinkin how did they know then i remember that i brought u once to my cousin's wedding... n took a family photo with u inside.. everything juz look so nice n a whole.. that time the wedding was soo nice that i cant wait for us to get married.. really..
oh well.. i juz saw ur photo with mel for her dance performance... u look so happy.. not like those on the surface act happy but the in love glow in ur face.. i dunno if i am correct to say so.. maybe now i know y u are not willing to get back together with me.. coz without me, u can get back ur close fren py, be close to anyone u like n no one will nag at u and make u pek cek.. maybe it's my fault that i love u too much.. that i was possessive.. maybe tt's a silly concept i had.. maybe our love wasnt as strong as the bond that u wan to have with ur fren.. i juz tot our lifetime partner will juz be enough to last one thru our lives.. maybe i was wrong..
i juz feel so heartbreak.. i dunno wat to do.. haiz.. u dun even wanna bother abt me alr.. i juz really feel like a loser.. a stupid loser..
oh well.. i juz saw ur photo with mel for her dance performance... u look so happy.. not like those on the surface act happy but the in love glow in ur face.. i dunno if i am correct to say so.. maybe now i know y u are not willing to get back together with me.. coz without me, u can get back ur close fren py, be close to anyone u like n no one will nag at u and make u pek cek.. maybe it's my fault that i love u too much.. that i was possessive.. maybe tt's a silly concept i had.. maybe our love wasnt as strong as the bond that u wan to have with ur fren.. i juz tot our lifetime partner will juz be enough to last one thru our lives.. maybe i was wrong..
i juz feel so heartbreak.. i dunno wat to do.. haiz.. u dun even wanna bother abt me alr.. i juz really feel like a loser.. a stupid loser..
Precious you
9:04 PM