Wednesday, February 11, 2009
dear. today i failed again. i broke down n cried again.. i really have reached a point i dunno wat the future holds anymore. will it be sunshine after rain or still be the same?
will u still be the one that loves me more than anything in the world or everything is just in the past n have changed? i dunno.. i am confused.. i dunno wat to think.. i m tired.. dear.. can u at least let me know wat u are thinkin n wan? i m not pushin u.. but it's juz unhealthy for me.. weight loss n not livin life to the fullest.. haiz.. i juz really miss u so much.. but i have to like tear myself away from u.. wonderin how's u and mel.. think shd be well..
will u still be the one that loves me more than anything in the world or everything is just in the past n have changed? i dunno.. i am confused.. i dunno wat to think.. i m tired.. dear.. can u at least let me know wat u are thinkin n wan? i m not pushin u.. but it's juz unhealthy for me.. weight loss n not livin life to the fullest.. haiz.. i juz really miss u so much.. but i have to like tear myself away from u.. wonderin how's u and mel.. think shd be well..
Precious you
1:45 AM