Tuesday, February 10, 2009
My dear my dear.. Can u pls tell me wat to do?to be here still waiting n pinnin for u like a loser or jus move on?
I really dunno.. Over at ur side u are not doing anything.. N tim is askin n waiting for ur decision n rather unhappy y things are so wishy washy.. N dun understand y I choose to wait cox to him u have moved on n yes maybe indeed u have but I am choosin to believe things are not so easily over between u n me.
Wat shd I do? Believe myself that u are really busy n also trust karin n myself feelin that u have reached ur limit.. For now n maybe u are sick of everything.. N suddenly I m afraid.. Haiz.. Wat if it still dawn on u that after a stressful sem, u jus wanna relax n live life easy gg??
Haiz.. Maybe u wld.. I shd jus give up the tot of any happy ending I guess for us.. Dun think u are a fighter that fights for wat he wants.. Maybe u will jus take the easy way out.. Haha.. Silly me.. Bein together really doesn't depends how much one loves the other party but dependin on the right time n location.. Timin is jus not in favour of me..
I jus hope wat I hear in the end wld be smth pleasing to my ears.. But I guess from the actions u are displayin, it's not gg to be it.. But I jus need a conclusion to end off our relationship before I can move on n start off with someone new.. All I jus wan us for u to be truthful to urself.. N if love between is true to last a lifetime..
I really dunno.. Over at ur side u are not doing anything.. N tim is askin n waiting for ur decision n rather unhappy y things are so wishy washy.. N dun understand y I choose to wait cox to him u have moved on n yes maybe indeed u have but I am choosin to believe things are not so easily over between u n me.
Wat shd I do? Believe myself that u are really busy n also trust karin n myself feelin that u have reached ur limit.. For now n maybe u are sick of everything.. N suddenly I m afraid.. Haiz.. Wat if it still dawn on u that after a stressful sem, u jus wanna relax n live life easy gg??
Haiz.. Maybe u wld.. I shd jus give up the tot of any happy ending I guess for us.. Dun think u are a fighter that fights for wat he wants.. Maybe u will jus take the easy way out.. Haha.. Silly me.. Bein together really doesn't depends how much one loves the other party but dependin on the right time n location.. Timin is jus not in favour of me..
I jus hope wat I hear in the end wld be smth pleasing to my ears.. But I guess from the actions u are displayin, it's not gg to be it.. But I jus need a conclusion to end off our relationship before I can move on n start off with someone new.. All I jus wan us for u to be truthful to urself.. N if love between is true to last a lifetime..
Precious you
3:50 AM