Friday, February 6, 2009
Maybe karin is right.. That I shd move on before gettin myself hurt when I know the truth that u are fallin more n more for mel alr.. The party on sat u took jus make me realized u guys do look blissful together..
Maybe it's jus time for me to move on.. But I dunno how to.. Is there by any chance one can do so it is so hurtful that one won't even think abt it n move on or smth to immune or erase the feelins? Y do the time we spent together n feelins we had for each other have to be so strong n true (maybe it's only a onesided feelins) that it makes it even harder to let go?
How can u bring urself to step into a new life with another girl but I can't do it? Is it because I love u more? Or I am juz being plain stupid..
I am jus bein plain stupid.. Usin the hectic schedule u have as an excuse for all ur actions n in the meanwhile hurtin myself. is it worth it at all? I dunno.. I dun even know if it's the truth or jus an excuse for now.. Seein if mel is a better gf than me..
Haha.. Who knows.. Maybe u n mel are jus cuddlin at one corner laughing ur heads off at how silly I am..
I feel lousy.. N I really jus miss u so much but now the sight of u jus make me unable to move on n not contact u till ur sem ends..
Till then.. All the best.
Maybe it's jus time for me to move on.. But I dunno how to.. Is there by any chance one can do so it is so hurtful that one won't even think abt it n move on or smth to immune or erase the feelins? Y do the time we spent together n feelins we had for each other have to be so strong n true (maybe it's only a onesided feelins) that it makes it even harder to let go?
How can u bring urself to step into a new life with another girl but I can't do it? Is it because I love u more? Or I am juz being plain stupid..
I am jus bein plain stupid.. Usin the hectic schedule u have as an excuse for all ur actions n in the meanwhile hurtin myself. is it worth it at all? I dunno.. I dun even know if it's the truth or jus an excuse for now.. Seein if mel is a better gf than me..
Haha.. Who knows.. Maybe u n mel are jus cuddlin at one corner laughing ur heads off at how silly I am..
I feel lousy.. N I really jus miss u so much but now the sight of u jus make me unable to move on n not contact u till ur sem ends..
Till then.. All the best.
Precious you
2:13 AM